| The hardcore Show Ruled! |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|02:22 pm] |
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| | I feel like Chicken tonight? | ] |
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| | Oxblood-traitor! | ] |
I got up at about 2 or so, ate some cereal then tried to go back to sleep. Kat woke up so i sayed up to be with her before she went to work. After she left i was just fuckin sitting here thinking whut to do till she got out of work. A while passed, and fuckin albert calls telling that theres a hardcore festival in mexico at 7. I just thought eh, theres something to do. I thought it gonna be some emo kids thinking there music is hardcore like at every other show theres always an emo band playin and after the emo bands plays the majority of the ppl leave! Hah its pretty funny. But damn i was really surprised the show kicked ass! The first band was hardcore with death metal or something but they had a good sound and they had a chick singer fuckin tiny ass chick but she had a good voice. The second band were really good they sounded like hardcore/oi like razorblade if anybody likes then or even heard of them. I got there demo and some other ones aswell. We also met some band from laredo called 5 familys, they sounded good aswell we were talkin to them before the show and shit there cool ppl. They sended a shout out to the Brownsville Skins! Oi! i thought that was cool. Hah later that night we went to the store to get beer and cigs and there was this fuckin rotwhiler in the fuckin roof! He was fuckin HUGE it looked like he was gonna jump down at us beef,scott,alex,jimmy and i we were triping out on that shit. And scott was like "why is there a dog on the roof who is he protecting them from fuckin ninjas" lol. And there was all these hardcore kids doin all this fucked up dance moves in the pit. Of course alex joined in trying to do all this karate shit that everybody seemed to be doin, man it was funny as shit to see alex fucked up and doin some crazy karate shit. Hence his new name "shinobi" Hah but all in all it was a awesome show there will be another one in november if anybodys intrested. Other than that its me and kats 1 yr anneversiary!! this is my longest realationship ever! crazy i love her to death, so nobody bug me tomorrow cuz ill be busy bitches!! |
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| fuck its hott!! |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|07:03 pm] |
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| | judge dredd | ] |
I hate brownsville its to fuckin hot. Well yesterday was alright...i went to play pool with jimmy,alex,and jimmys gf. Of course im unstoppable cuz i rule at pool.Then victor showed up to billards and wanted to do something..and i rememberd there was a party at my x-girlfreinds house so we cruized on by see whut was goin on. Everybody was pretty much drunk already..alex got there and started drinkin and being loud and obnoctious again. Damn hes fuckin loud and i know it bothers some ppl espcially when the most of the ppl there didnt know who he was.But all in all it was cool night victor and alex got drunk...i got high..and just chilled out with my x and her frinds..it was alright. I was talkin to this guy that was there...he said he saw the circle jerks!! with debbie gibson motherfucker he said he saw them in florida...and me and him went on and on about music for a while then victor and alex wanted to leave but some freind said she would gimme a ride later cuz it was still early.Uh...and i guess thats pretty much it. |
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| stoned.. |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|04:42 am] |
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| |  angry | ] |
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| | Bad Brains-How low can a punk get? | ] |
Well today was intresting. Got up pretty early as usual to drop my dad off at work...then went to the college to finish up my finacial aid bullshit...and other paper work. Then...alex came over and we were bored as usual..so we watched tv for a while and saw rocky 1and2 they showed them one after another.We were supposed to go play pool with a freind of ours but something else came up...So....then i did some other stuff i guess i shouldnt mention names since they dont seem to mention them either. And thats pretty much it. And now im goin to sleep so fuck off! p.s. I Miss&Love kat......ALOT...:) |
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| its to early!! |
[Jun. 10th, 2004|10:24 am] |
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| | aggravated | ] |
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| | Agnostic Front-Riot Riot upstart | ] |
Well its 1024 am..and KAT was "supposed" to pick me up so we could go to the college..but i guess she aint coming. Thats cool i knew she wasnt gonna come anyways cuz shes a lazy ass,but yah so now im up and dressed...so i gotta do something now. I guess ill go to the college by my self or with alex.Well and for the past 2 weeks or something that me and kat havent been together its been really hard on me..but im tryin to deal with all this bullshit...all i want is to be with her is that so much to ask? My love being denied..fuckin sux..but as she said she needs time to find her self=not gettin back with chris but i still have hope that one day she will be with me again so i can be happy. We talk on the phone and see eachother once in a while....i wish i could see her more...but she needs time..so we cant see eachother that much i guess. Well im off to do something since im dressed to impress. |
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| my life sux |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|03:20 am] |
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| | angry | ] |
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| | Blitz-someones gonna die tonight..me? | ] |
Well today was the most horrible day of my life. A whole fuckin day...without kat. Man..it fucking sucked im so used to being with her all the time...and i miss her so much..it hurts.I wish i could of done something to prevent this from happening..but its to fuckin late for that.I hope maybe all she needs is some time to think things through..and maybe she will come back to me..i doubt it..but i hope so. But yes my day sucked..and i cant sleep,or eat..I feel like a fuckin chick! and it sux..ive never felt this way before..and ive never been dumped either...fuckin sux..and i do hate her very much..cuz...i love her so much..and the fact taht i cant have her anymore is just crushing me..i dont know whut to fuckin do...i cant fuckin think straight..i tried to hang out with my freinds today and just go out and try to deal with with this in another way. But i couldnt do it..all day the only thing that was on my mind was..i wonder where she is,i wonder whut shes doin,i wonder if she misses me as much as i miss her...and among other things. But..i know she doesnt love me anymore and its over..it sux cuz its gonna take me a while..to get over her. She may not think it will just cuz i hate her for leaving me..and it should be quicker for me to get over her....but i can tell just the way i was today..shit.....its gonna take a while..and another thing is i have her pillow..and pajamas..and her pantuflas....and no matter how much i wanna throw them away or "burn" then as whut she told me to do with them..i just cant do it....so either way im gonna take them to her house and just leave them on the coutch and leave,i wont knock on the door...or talk to her..just leave them on the coutches outside or something.. |
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| i hate women! fuck love! |
[May. 31st, 2004|03:21 am] |
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| | angry, confused,sad.. | ] |
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| | Blood For Blood-so common so cheap | ] |
yah whutever kat u dont fuckin love me...and whut good times we had..u said we "argued" to much so i take it we never had good time according to u. But fuck it i knew it was coming i even told u before hand it was just a matter of time before u fuckin broke my heart...and me the idiot thinking i could make it better and shit, i should of got out when i first saw it coming...but oh well theres nothing i can do about it now. I will never date a GOTH chick ever again to fuckin complicated and theyll probably just break my heart again and again and again...just like u did kat. I HATE U!!! |
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| IM BORED!! |
[May. 24th, 2004|01:46 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | vanilla muffins-Ultra fine day | ] |
Well,yesterday was amanduhs party.It was cool i didnt think that many ppl were gonna show up,but theres was atleast...40 ppl or something.Alex was drunk again and being loud and obnoctious,lol but its always funny.Everyone was drunk except me....but it was still fun cuz everyone was being gay lol and it was just funny.As far as the bands....they werent that good they kinda sucked..but there was one band that played alright but i dont remember there name? But all in all i had a good time..it kinda sucked cookin "again" but i ddint mind i guess...we should have more shows like that,Cuz brownsville is fuckin boring and it gives us something to fuckin do!!!! I LOVE U BABE |
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| it to fuckin early! |
[May. 21st, 2004|10:12 am] |
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| | The Englis Beat-Mirror in the Bathroom | ] |
Uh..well i forget whut i do so ill try and remember.I know yesterday was me and kats 9 month anneversary! Ive never been with a girl for this long its crazy, but i like it cuz i love her alot.I took her some flowers and a card yesterday i surprised her since she didnt know i was goin over...and i never really take her flowers.So she was surprised and happy it was cool.Other than that i have really done much i feel really weak,cuz of this new "diet" that me and my parents are on. The ATKINS diet...its supposed to be a good diet according to my sister sunshine.She said her bf lost 30 pounds!! in 2 weeks! I didnt think that was even possible..Ive been on the same diet since this past monday.It sux cuz im a fuckin fat ass,im so used to eatin cookies,chips,pizza,burgers,bread,coke,pastas,and i cant eat any of that shit...4 the past 4 days all ive been able to eat is eggs,salad,baked fish&Chicken,green beans and shit like that.Im fuckin getting tired of salads lol. Yah my sister said the diet makes u kinda weak and shit cuz all the carbohydrates that ur body is used to when u eat sweets and just about everything else u eat has alot of carbos.And i have fuckin 0 carbs in my body...lol fucked up but hope fully i wont feel so much like a fat ass anymore. I LOVE YOU BABE!!! |
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| its too fuckin early. |
[May. 14th, 2004|11:24 am] |
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| | Skinhead Love Affair | ] |
Im up early for some reason...dont know why? And im bored,but i dont feel like writting whut i did last weekend and blah blah blah,if u really wanna know referr to"kissmedeadly" its all there on whut We did.Other than that i heard the krays are coming down,that cool there a pretty good band. Well guess thats it i need a smoke. I Love Kat!! |
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| another fuckin monday |
[May. 3rd, 2004|11:51 am] |
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| | The Stiches-throw it away | ] |
Damn,i havent written in my journal in a while.I always forget i have this thing,but theres nothing that has happend that was out of the ordinary.Same ol same ol,except i drank the other day at amanduhs house and eli got there with his chick and victor was there for a while.And as for today,kats in the shower right now we just got up a while ago and were about to go to mexico to get kayla her shots.Then might go down town see whut we can find at the thrit shops.Its monday supposdely amanduh said that on mondays when they get there ship ments in so theres alot more stuff. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|08:31 pm] |
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. How long have you known me?
3. When & how did we meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. If you could "hook me up" with ANYONE, who would it be?
6. What do you think my biggest weakness is?
7. What makes me happy?
8. What makes me sad?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. When was the last time you saw me?
12. What have you always wanted to tell me?
13. Describe me in one word.
14. Are you going to put this on your page and see what I say about you? |
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| fuck im hungry!! |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|09:50 pm] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
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| | GBH-Maniac | ] |
Fuck! This morning kats mom came home early again! And again i had to hide in the closet,it sucked cuz i was in the closet for about half an hour.Then kats mom went outside to wash clothes or something and i fucked hauled ass to kats car.It was fucked up i thought we were gonna get caught this time because kat had skool at 10 and it was like 930 or so...and she had to go to class and if i didnt get a chance to get to her car without her mom seeing me then i would of had to stay there till kat got back.But her mom goes through her stuff sometimes so i was afraid that she was gonna come in the room and take a look around.But i got to the car and we took off to my house.We ate breakfast,then i ended up goin to class with her.After that we went to heb to cash some check that i got in the mail,then back to my house to drop off something for my mom.Then kats mom wanted her to wash her truck and she'd pay her 10 bucks.I helped her wash the truck and dry it.And now im fuckin hungry but im waiting on the chicken to come out of the oven and its takin a long ass time! We made parmasian chicken,mash potato's. And im sure after that i gotta go home cuz her parents are stayin here tonight:( im so used to sleeping with kat it sux when i got home and sleep alone.We need to move out aready so i can be with her day and night like i would like it to be. I LOVE U SWEETY!! |
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| nothing new.. |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|11:26 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | circle jerks-World up my ass | ] |
Today,was pretty much the same as everyother day besides us goin to mexico.We took "kayla" kats dog to get her vaccine shots. Mexico's weird..i didnt know they had a super walmat and a heb? Yah crazy i guess cuz i havent really been that far in to matamoros in a while but that place still gives me the creeps..espcially the FOOD! i dont know how ppl can eat from the little taco stands and shit there..fuck that.I mean maybe the elotes or candy..but the tacos...nah. Kayla didnt whine or anything when they gave her the shot, i thought she was but she didnt even budge.After that we went to martha's house chilled out for while then kat had to go to skool..but we couldnt find parking lol so she deciced to get the notes from her freind later and not attend class.So we headed out to the mall to look for dog tags for kayla.We found some at petland for 799 kat picked out some gay ass heart one i wanted the one with just bone but she always seems to pick out the gayest shit..but i still love her..:) Then i got a call from my mom sayin that my dad was gonna mow the lawn and she thought it would be nice if i was to help him out since i havent really been home he past 2 months.Kat So...i got home helped my dad,showerd,and called kat for my fix..cuz i was having trouble breathing! jk but i missed her for only the 3 hours that i wasnt with her.And now im just here being gay typing on this shitty journal. Now if u will excuse me i need my fix,time to call my baby!! |
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| fuck im bored! |
[Apr. 18th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
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| | angry | ] |
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| | Sloppy Seconds- Black Mail | ] |
Well here i am agian writing in this shit,i always forget to write in my journal.But im bored and i guess i can tell u whut i did yesterday and today.Yesterday we went to chill out with amanduh and jeff,victor alex and some other chick was there aswell.Amanduh was just showing us her stuff that shes gonna be selling.Its some pretty good shit kat wanted to buy some stuff but..she had no money but ill buy her some shit later on from amanduh.Then alex had 2 BEERS and was all fucked up he was fuckin loud and abnoctious. But according to him he wasnt drunk or buzzin yet.But i know him and he was,but most of the night we just talked shit.I asked victor if it was true about him wanting to be cut in..and he said he didnt know,he wasnt sure yet.Thats cool if he does or if he dosent.Then at about 2 or so me and kat took off cuz we were fuckin starving so we came back to her house and ate some ramen noodles and a sammich.We chilled out for a while with the ppl that were parting here then we took of to my house to sleep cuz we didnt wanna have to wake up early.And as for today..we pretty much just chilled here at her house we were so bored that we cleaned her room and washed dishes,washed clothes and abunch of other shit.LOL and right now shes sweeping and moping while im here sittin on my ass...awww how i love her cuz she doesnt get mad at me for sittin on my ass...:) |
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| friday |
[Apr. 9th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
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| | The business- Guinness bois | ] |
well today,didnt do much...kat and I got up early to eat breakfast.Then back to my house,kat fell asleep..but i wasnt sleepy for some strange reason,usually i am..but i wasnt today.So i was tryin to figure out something to keep me occupied while kat was takin a nap cuz i didnt want to wake her up. hah,well i havent really been home for the past month so i cleaned my room and washed someclothes for this month that ill be stayin with kat again.Awhile later kats brother called sayin his car broke down at ihop,kat had to go pick him up and i hadnt finished washing my clothes yet and she didnt think she would be able to pick me up later on so that pissed me off cuz i wasnt gonna be able to see her till tomorrow..:( well she left to pick up her brother while i finished washing clothes. Then i went to see whut alex was up 2.He was just there listening to bob marley and he was sayin something about a show today with drastic actions piss poor and some other bands..but ive already seen all those bands way to many times so i told him id pass.We chilled out at my house for a while listening to my records,he didnt know i had "the end" vynil which he has been wanting to listen to cuz he likes hardcore alot,so i let himlisten to it and now he wants a copy. lol but i dont wanna give it to him.well then after that kat called that she could pick me up after all :) and here i am now,but it sucks becuase kats parents are stayin here all this weekend so i have to go home later... |
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| monday |
[Apr. 5th, 2004|05:42 pm] |
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| | lazy | ] |
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| | Selecter-3minute hero | ] |
Well i had a pretty good weekend.Friday morning me and kat went to san antonio to see some band she likes.It was ok considering that im not really into that kind of music but it was ok cuz i was there with kat,and thats all that mattered to me that she was having a good time and that she was happy.LOL Then i guess there was too many ppl in the club so they had everybody go outside for a head count cuz supposevly it was a fire hazard.So we ended up cuttin inline and behind us there was this old skool guy talkin shit to this guy that was cuttin infront of him and he's like "hey, i payed the same amount as everybody else did so stop cuttin in line" and the other guy lol was fuckin scronny and i guess he didnt give a fuck so he did it anyway..and the other guy turned him around and fuckin socked him hard in the face! oh man it was halarious and he was with his chick and she started talkin shit to him and they left to call the cops on that guy.So the cops were talkin to him and he just apologized..lol and on his way back in line she slapped that guys chicks ass! and the guy didnt even say shit..man whut a pussy.But yah that was some funny shit.After that we went back to my sisters house to smoke.Then we just fell alseep cuz we were tired and we had a long trip ahead of us.We left at about 1230 and got back here at about 430 ithink.Thats pretty much it.Then today i went lookin for a job,i applied at target,walmart,and my dad told me that his freind was hiring at marshalls...so i went there and sure enuff i got an interview and i think it went pretty good.Im sure ill getthe job the interview went good and they said they would call me for a second interview sometime this week. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|12:39 am] |
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| | horny | ] |
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| | The Beat-Mirror in the Bathroom | ] |
Well yesterday Kat,Alex,my cousin spencer and i, went to mcallen to some goth party some of kats freinds were throwing.It was alright,even thought alex,spencer,and I were the odd balls of the crowd me and alex being skinheads and my hick cousin and everyone was in black and i was in white it was kinda odd at first..but the ppl there were cool with us.Kat introduced us to some of her freinds,then we started drinking.Haha fuck alex was really fucked up he actually had the balls to just go up to this chick and just started busting his mack on her.Man it was funny,i got a good buzz so did spencer and kat said she was buzzin really had so all in all we were having a good time.But it never fails,it seems at almost every party,club,ect..that ive gone to there somebody that has to talk shit or piss me off.Me,Alex,and Spencer were outside chillin out when....alex just decided to talk to some guys that were standing right next to us and there was this one faggot lookin motherfucker that thought he looked like robert smith (from the cure) and man that is one of the most concided bastards i have ever met in my entire life! So alex just starts talkin to him and i over heard the guy say "and whut are u supposed to me a Mexican Skinhead?" Lol and alex just laughs cuz we get that alot for the uneducated ppl that dont know about our subculture.So alex fills the guy in on how theres many diffrent types of skinheads blah blah blah.Then the guys like "Man thats pussy shit,if ur a skinhead u have to hate,and be a racist".And that convo went on for a while...till he pissed me off when he said "u know whut..fuck mexicans,and everybody else here" i was like man this skinny faggot ass has some balls to be sayin fuck mexican in a house full of them? Then he was like oh im so hott and everbody wants me.Lol he kinda reminded me of Chris vicious..if anybody knows who im talkin about.I hate him aswell,but that guy gave me a buzz kill cuz i was really close to kicking his ass but i didnt wanna ruin it for kat cuz she was having a good time and i didnt wanna spoil her chances for winning some ticket for some show that she wanted to go to..which was a good thing cuz she did win a ticket.Awhile after that we took off back home and went to bed we were fuckin tired. |
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| lazy days |
[Mar. 24th, 2004|12:34 am] |
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| | blah | ] |
Today me kat and her brother got up early and ate breakfast at best western.Martha,kats brothers gf works there and got us tickets to eat breakfast there.After that we were still pretty sleepy so we went back to kats house and fell asleep again.We got up at about 330 kat got dressed for skool,while i smoked a cigarette outside.She dropped me off at home and went to skool,while i did some stuff arond the house that needed to be done since i haven been home in a while.As i was doin that i was listing to Blitz..and wondered whut alex was up to,so i dropped by his house before i went to dry some clothes at the laundry mat.He was there asleep as usual but i woke his ass up and made him go with me so i wont be so bored at the laundry mat.He was telling me about some fucked up dream he had about drinking at a bar with a spider..? He said that was the night he got fucked up in harlingen with randy and scott so i guess thats why he had that fucked up dream.A while after that kat called me sayin she was on her way to my house,and wanted me to wait outside for her.Lol she came over with mcdonalds i was like fuck i want mcdonalds but...nah im tryin to cut down on fatty foods.But my mom was makin baked chicken baked potato and green beans..yah sounds good huh.I ate that shit up in my room with kat and alex,and we just chilled there for a while and talked shit since we had'nt seen or talked to alex in a while.About an hour later,kat wanted to go home and study.So we got back to her house and she studied while i just chilled our with her bro and right now were on our way to ihop to smoke cigs and hang out drink some coffe. |
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| spring break |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|11:40 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | Condemed 84-Oi! aint Dead! | ] |
Well..yesterday which was saturday it was my sisters b-day party so we had a little get together here at my house with some family and friends.We ate some really good brisket that my dad made,talked shit for a while with my uncle and aunts about that movie "the passion of christ" then me and kat took off to the island to stay the rest of the weekend over there at her trailer with her bro and some of his freinds.We left at about 1030 and got there at about 130 the fuckin line was from port isabel across the bridge and at the island it was fuckin packed and the ride was long and tiring it was pissing me and kat off.But all in all we got there drank alittle and watched some of kats brothers freinds beer bonging and pukeing..goodtimes.Then me and kat had to put up a tent cuz there wasnt enuff room in the trailer so we slept in the tent we set up it was pretty comfortable we had a blow up bed so it was cozy.We went to sleep around 630 and i got up at about 8 cuz the sun was scorching hot and was right in my face so that woke me up and i couldnt go back to sleep cuz the tent was too hot so i decided to make breakfast for me and kat so i did we ate chilled out for a while then we started cleaning up the trailer cuz it was a mess and we had nothing better to do that early in the morning.Then later on we just stayed in and watched tv kat fell asleep....i coudlnt sleep so i played couple of games of halo and mortal kombat with kats brothers freinds.Then a freind of mine named zeke wanted to get a tattoo i was gonna go with him but kat wanted me to stay behind with her in bed.then i was just drinking some guinness with some freinds and chilled out shoot the shit same ol thing.and now im here at my house with kat and were about to go to sleep cuz im fuckin tired and she has skool tomorrow. |
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